What happens when love feels divine, but the cost is your soul?
What if the love you were willing to sacrifice everything for was built on deception?
When Catrina fell in love, she believed she had found a rare, soul-deep connection. He was charismatic, attentive, and transparent about his terminal kidney disease. She devoted herself fully, emotionally, physically, spiritually, even preparing to become his living kidney donor. But beneath the devotion, something was off.
As the relationship unfolded, compassion became obligation, patience became self-erasure, and love quietly blurred into control. When the truth finally surfaced, it revealed not a single betrayal, but a calculated pattern of manipulation that had been repeated long before her.
Dialysis of the Soul is a raw, unfiltered memoir drawn from real-time journal entries and reflection. It explores how illness can be used as camouflage, how love can blind even empowered women, and how intuition speaks long before the mind catches up.
This is not a book about blame or diagnosis. It is a story of awakening, self-trust, and reclaiming power after psychological deception. For any woman who loves deeply, gives freely, and wonders why something doesn't feel right, this book offers clarity, language, and the courage to choose herself.